VERMILION

Hard to say what caught my attention.
Fixed and crazy, aphid attraction.
Carve my name in my face,
to recognize such a pheromone cult to terrorize.
I'm a slave and I am a master.
No restraints and unchecked collectors.
I exist through my needs to self-oblige.
She is something in me that I despise.
I WON'T LET THIS BUILD UP
INSIDE OF ME
(She isn't real. I can't make her real)